SECRET's of the day!!!

2010-04-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hey guys...I know my blog is very the dusty...

Haha

So yea,been busy with work lately...But yea,no work i got no money,no money no shopping...Haha

That's basically it

Been working 2 weeks straight since the 3weeks hols...Haha

And yea,my workplace has been quiet lately ude to the closing of the main attraction...Haha

Sad tho but it's ok...Haha

Watched movie with Azmi,Musa,Syairi (New Staff),Nadiah,Joanne,Felicia and Syafiqah...Haha

It's REC...It's some what like Paranormal Activity...But way2 scarier...Coz it's M18...But i got to watch it...Hehe

But serious shit man...

It was off the hook...

So yea,had a hell lot of fun yesterday...Today i'm not working as i had off..BUT

i will be working tomorrow...Haizz,what to do??!!

So yea,as for dearest,I am so sorry 'bout not being there when you needed me...

And for my webcam being super sort...Haha

But whatever it is...We will chat again k bby?? Muah...

Chiow for now!!!

EmoCicakManDudeSpainard's

2010-03-22T02:11:00.000+08:00

My Favourite Skateboard Brand....BAKER

Idk why i start to like sakteboarding....Haha

What do you guys think of this shoes?? Cool?? Haha

I kinda like it...Haha

Random-ness stuff...!!!! Hahahaha...

2010-03-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since i updated...Haha

So sorry bout that Dearest and others...Yes!!!

My blog very dusty

I know!!!

So yea...Just got bck home from work...Well,a few minutes bck actually,managed to chat with Dearest for a while...But it's worth it...

today is the hols...Haha,so the happy

Work has been harsh for me...But coping tho

But i think my hols will be full of work as well...

Maybe take a few days to relax and chill...

So yea,today is my 10th month with Dearest...Once again my Love,Happy 10 Month

Hehe,miss you like hell...And again i get jealous when couples of our age enjoying their time during the hols...i miss the times we had seriously

That's all for today...But as for last week,played pool for the 1st time with my co-workers...Haha

Had a marvelous time...Eventhough i lost...I still enjoyed the moment

Thanks guys

Had spend some time with my ITE buds and kompang as per-norm

So yea...At least get to enjoy right??

rather then being at home and have nothing to do?? True??...Haha

P.S : I can't wait for my pay!!! Haha...

And also ILY baby!!!

MUAH!!!

2010-03-10T00:36:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not on9-ing Baby!!!

I miss you and love you lah sey!!!

Haha

Like DUHH...

So yea,what you posted Dear,is wonderful....

Adek Afiq,a very good job on the lyrics....Loved the song!!!

And for your second post,I REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE THING!!!!

It's like in my head all the time...Especially the one about phrase/song HATE...

Everything rings a bell...A big bell...Very big one...

Well,that's all i got for today...Will update soon

Muah!!! Ly Dear...

EmoCicakMan!!!!

2010-03-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

Today was a crazy day...

Went to the bank and took out half of my pay...Yea you heard me...My pay!!! Haha

So yea,then headed straight to Woodlands meet up with 'kompang' members...Headed to Somerset skatepark for awhile...

And OMG!!! There were alot of chicks(Babes)...alot!!

Haha

All of us tktau diam...Pekik sane sini...Haha

They were super hot...As in 'cair' hot...But i could not bear to look at them and listen to their convo...Coz it reminds me of Dearest in Aussie...They sound the same!!!! ARGH!!!

So after 7.15 headed to Tanjong Pagar to go to 'kompang' practise...

Sampai sane jer...

Kiter amik kompang and start practise...And found out my jari bengkak,haha

Dah tu alik...

I was at Yew Tee...The best part of the day

Skate for awhile with old friends...

Dah tu exactly at 12am,decided to go home...

Peh suay...Beruk a.k.a Police passby kiter...Then satu2 lari lintang pukang....Haha

So yea,the chase of the day...

Gerek jgk skali sekale jadi wanted...Dah mcm GTA plk,haha

Nk alikpon ader tkt2...

That was my day/night....But for now,chatting with Dearest!!!

Happy nyer!!! Haha

EmoCicakMan!!!!

2010-03-05T13:16:00.000+08:00

Thanks to my boredom in class,i wrote a new song...Haha

So yea,this is for you Dearest and to other's...Do tell me what you guys think of it...TAG!!!

The Truth

I miss the days we had together

I wish i could still feel you

I hope you don't get any wrong ideas,about me...

(Pre-Chorus)

I am alone,here...

You are apart from me

Miles away

Do you think we could go on....

(Chorus)

Baby,will you return...

Return to my arms

So i can feel your body,once again

Your name's still my heart

But what i wanna know is that,am i still in your's??

Can i tell you something??

I love you,I miss you...I swear i do...

Baby,please come bck...(i love you,I miss you)

(Pre-Chorus & Chorus)

Tell me the truth...

Do you believe...

That were were meant to be??

Now you're there...I'm here

How are we gonna survive??

Without the love we use to make??

Tell me truth

Have i made you cry at night?? Had i brighten up your day??

Tell me...I need to know

What have i done wrong...To deserve this??

(Pre-Chorus & Chorus)

I love you,I miss you...

Baby,i need to know...

The truth...

Truth,that's all i need from you...

I hope you guys like this song...

Do tell me what you think of it...Especially you Dearest!!!

Muah!!! ILYSDM!!!

P.S: Baby today i got kompang so yea...I will on9 as soon i get bck home..!!!! Ipromise,so do wait for me alright?? Muah!!

2010-03-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

I want my fcuking life bck pls!!!

I had enough of heartaches...

Well,mostly myself....

Like all my friends i know has a relationship and they are like so the lovey-dovey...

I miss those moments i had...

Even if i tried to be friends with girls in my sch. they won't even entertain me...

What the hell is wrong here??

Baby...!!! I miss you so much...

I can cry just typing all this down...

I Don't Want To Walk This Earth If I Have To Do It......Solo!!! But i have to...!!!

ARGH!!!!

I'm Freaking Emo,Sad,Angry and Etc.

EmoCicakMan....Is Emo!!!

2010-02-27T19:52:00.001+08:00

Ok...Let's see where should i start??

On friday went out of home at 5+pm headed to Woodlands,slack for awhile then went to kompang practice in the night with my ITE members...Haha

Kinda fun...

O.T.W home meet my primary sch. friend,Faizura

Haha

She was the one who called out to me...

So i turned around...I tot who sia...Haha

So yea...Headed home after that,with giggles on the train,not really giggles but more to loud laughing 'till we irritated most people beside us...Hahahaha

LMAO!!!

So yea,as for today,i actually had work but didn't go as the manager said they won't be opening today and tomorrow...

Haha

Can relax for abit...

Went to Jurong's Swimming Complex with fellow classmates

Had fun but i literally lost my glasses at this point of time...We were at the "Lazy River" and one of these rascal jumped on me..."SPLOSH!!!" my glasses fell into the water...The water current was strong so i wasn't able to catched it on time,haha

Fortunately one of my friend found it...Haha

If not what would i have to explain to my mom??

Haha

I tot were were done,after that headed to JP (Jurong Point) Dearest fav. shopping place...Haha

So yea,wander around...Entered alot of shops!!! But come out empty-handed,no money what!!!

Then we headed to the old JP,which is JP1,we heard music so headed in that direction...There was a live band playing,i forgot the band's name...Haha

But what i noe is that the band consists of 5 ppl and the lead singer is a chick!!!! Haha

Baby,jgn mrh yer...!!! I cumer tgk jer tpi i tk uat aper2!!!

And Dear to answer ur ques. ,I will definately wait for ur return...!!!!! ILY BBY!!! You are always in my heart...!!!

That's all for today...I think??

Haha

EmoCicakMan!!! Standard lah?? Emo!!!

MUAH!!!

2010-02-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

Just came back from work...

Tired,obviously

Haha

Had alot of dishes to clean and also cleared everything...

Haha

So yea that's basically what i did today...Went to work

And Ohh!!! I forgot i was actually late going to work

Hahaha

Due to Webcam-ing with Dearest

Had alot of fun chatting with her after i came bck from work and kompang at the same time from like 11+pm till 8+am,long right...Miss you bby,i really do

Well,i'm not the only one that misses you so do the rest...Amira and Feeqa,Sheril,Lalaa and ramai lagi lah

So yea,I'm hoping u will come bck to S'pore soon

And yea...So sorry i on9 super late today coz i was released from work at 10pm...Reached home at 12:30...Sorry to have kept you waiting...Muah...!!!!

I hope we can chat again like yesterday...

Sorry i sounded diff. yesterday...i just dun't want u to be like last time,heart-broken and stuff...Now i'm the one u are with not him and not anyone else's...So pls

I beg u Dear...Do takecare of urself,physically and mentally ok??

ILY Bie...

Rememeber what i said yesterday...Bare in mind that i will too love u no matter what happens to "US"...

Liked you said b4 i am ur life now...Well,u are to my Love

Everytime when someone talks about u...I will always have a fake smile on to act as if i'm strong...But i'm not strong without u

Muah!!!

Now i can't stop saying ILY's

Hahahaha

ILYILYSDMFFM!!!

In human language...,

I Love You,I Love You So Damn Fcuking freaking Much!!!

Haha

EmoCicakMan is signing off...

GDbye n tc ppl...and yea,Good Morning Singapore and Australia(even if it's still 3 hours diff.)!!!

2010-02-17T23:37:00.001+08:00

It has been a week since i updated...Haha

Well,alot has been going on...

Had my aunt's wedding last Saturday

Sunday till Tuesday i had to work but i didn't go coz i went to Muar (if you guys know where it is)...so yea just got bck also,super tiring,not enough sleep!!! But it was fun there,get to feel the kampong life for 2 days...Hehe

Headed to Malacca and bought afew stuff ...we ate alot there...Haha

Can you imagine me eating 4 burgers at once??

Haha

Guess not...Well,i did

I was super hungry that day coz in the afternoon i didn't eat due to enjoying a life band playing at my cousin's cousin (you know what i mean) place,it's actually them playing,so yea

Till the evening that i had a feast of burgers

Haha

Aper aku tk boncet?? Haha

Boncet2 aku pon tetap korng syg aku kan kan kan??

Haha

Klau tk pon tkper tknk pakse

So yea,tired today but tahan mata coz nk habiz can nie post,had soccer match with second year guys...Trashed 6-1 or 7-1...Rabak!!

Team wasn't in full form

But it's ok,it was for fun,haha

That's about it...I think,haha

How i was Dearest could on9 and webcam with me again...!!!

IMISSYOULAHBITCH !!!

EmoCicakMan!!! Emo selalu....!!!

2010-02-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

This is a song i would like to dedicate to the special person in my life...Baby this is for you!!!

Other's who is reading do enjoy the song too...!!!

I ♥ You!!! Muahs!!!

EmoCicakMan..........!!!! Emo arh bey??

2010-02-07T22:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday webcamed with Dearest on MSN...Missed her soo much!!!

So yea,we chatted and chatted she was at a malay house whom migrated to Australia as well,it's kinda cool to hear their convosations...But it was super noisy there,with the music turned up so loud and ppl chatting,it was hard for me to talk to her but we pulled thru...

She "finally" showed me the nerdy side of her with specs...Haha,my Dearest was soo cute!!!

Hehe,if You were to read this right Baby,jgn kembang or try to deny it ok...!!! I'm saying this dgn hati yg ikhlas

And oh!! Baby i'm soo sorry bout yesterday...i fell asleep half way,haha!!! Soo soo sorry...Didn't manage to say even a goodbye,i was too tired...Sorry sayang!!!

So yea...Woke up at 8am,played my PSP till like 10am...

Bathed and ate breakfast,the karanguni man camed tooked my radio,tv and spoiled hps...sold it all to them(there was two person)...Haha

BlahBlahBlah....

Got ready to go to a wedding at Bukit Batok...

Reached at 2+pm...Yadayadayada...Left the place headed to Jurong East to my aunt's house visited her as she just got well from her illness...

She seems fine now...

Alhamdulillah!!!

So decided to go home but instead made a turn to Yew Tee Point...My mom and dad did some shopping at the NTUC,me and bro went to the barber shop to get my bro a haircut...Haha

After all that headed to,JengJengJeng...Dearest favourite fast food restaurant,Yup you guessed it,Long John Silver's...Haha

So i ordered,this girl at the counter was a total blur...i said my order and she was like,"Oh ok,what you want again??"

She just said,"Ok"...then she asked me what i want AGAIN??

Haha...i was like WTH??

Haha

But the thing is she was quite pretty,but still my Dearest is still more prettier and cute!!! Haha

Jgn jealous ok Baby??

Haha,muah!!!

So aster finished eating went bck home...

And here i am right now,infront of this lappy...Waiting for Baby to on9,well,i'm praying right now hope she can on9...!!!

ARGH!!! I WANT TO WEBCAM WITH HER AGAIN!!!!

Haha

IMYSDFMALYSDFMT...!!!!

Haha

EmoCicakMan!!!!

2010-02-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

Waiting for Dearest to on9 tonight

But it seem like she isin't...

Ohh well,bye for now i will update my blog soon...

Goodbye,Goodnight and takecare....

EmoCicakMan...

I Swear That You Don't Have To Go!!!!

2010-02-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

I am BORED like hell...

I am missing my Dearest right now,with my younger bro playing the guitar beside me...

The atmosphere is freaking lonely...

Currently listening to Mayday Parade - If You Wanted A Song Written About You All You Have To Do Was Ask

Sad song...!!! But meaningful...

BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so missing you right now,i'm just sitting infront of the laptop thinking of the past,mostly 'bout you Dearest and other stuff...

I can't believe that there a such a handful of guys out there that are attracted to You...WOW!!!

This is hard for me to swallow

Now i have no idea what to type as i just type out everything in the earlier post...Hmmph...

Btw Baby...Sorry i tk sempat nk type down the lyrics of my song,i masih belum edit lgi...I'm really sorry my Dear...

Miserable at Best is the song that's playing right now...

I am like being soo Emo...Haha

Well,that's partly my image soo....What can i do?? Follow trend...Don't wan to be labbled as a poser coz i am not one!!!

Haha

Being soo random right now....

I still remember our outings and stuff...Still fresh ok...!!

We went bowling,watched movies and other stuff...

Those were the greatest moments i had with you my Dear,but now it's History...I can no longer spent time with you physically,i miss our hugs and kisses...i miss EVERYTHING 'bout you and US...!!!

That's bout it for now...Haha

2010-02-04T18:27:00.000+08:00

This post is a request from Dearest...

This is a post for You dear...and the rest jgk...

Well,lets see what shall i start of with??

Recently i injured my finger doing some engine work...

Haha

Was doing the engine when my friend wanted to take over...

So i gave the spanner to him,when he turned the bolt,my finger got caught in the pistons(if you know what it is) and my finger got trapped in between two metal pieces...

I was totally shocked,then i told my friend to turn it bck...Terkejut sey

My finger was totally flat...Penyek habiz

Blood just kept flowing...Haha,pedih giler

After like a while it was swollen...

So yea...Haha

So yea,life was as pernormal,went to school then go home...In between the breaks aper lgi?? Asap arh!!!

Haha

Then luckily last night was a great night...!!!

Baby went on9!!! Haha

So chatted with Dearest from like,Ermm..,11pm till like 3am...

It was sad to end the convo...

But thanks for making my night/morning Baby!!!

Wow!! You told me that you an't believe you were talking to me right Baby?? Unbelieveable?? Believe it!!

Haha

So yea,we chatted about Australia and my life in Singapore...She told me 'bout her new friends there...And blahblahblah!!! Hahaha

Thanks Baby once again...!!! MUAH!!! XOXO...

I will update soon k Dearest??

I janji...Muah!!!

You pon samer tau...UPDATE!!!

EmoCicakMan...!!! EMO lah sial!!!

ILY MY DEAR...

2010-01-27T19:19:00.001+08:00

I got a lot of things I have to do

All these distractions, our future's coming soon

We're being pulled

A hundred different directions

But whatever happens

I know I've got you

You're on my mind

You're in my heart

It doesn't matter where we are

We'll be alright

Even if we're miles apart

All I wanna do is be with you
Be with you

There's nothing we can't do

I just wanna be with you, only you

No matter where life takes us

Nothing can break us apart

You know it's true

I just wanna be with you

Yeah, yeah

Just be with you

You know how life can be

It changes overnight

The sun then raining, but it's alright

A friend like you

Always makes it easy

I know that you get me

Every time

Through every up, through every down

You know I'll always be around

Through anything, you can count on me

All I wanna do is be with you

Be with you

There's nothing we can't do

I just wanna be with you, only you

No matter where life takes us

Nothing can break us apart

You know it's true

I just wanna be with you

Yeah, yeah

Just be with you

I just wanna be with you

This is the song that reminds of of our Love my Dear...

2010-01-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

I still remember the time when You walked out the door to accomplished your dream...

"WE" were crying our eyes out hoping you won't go but our wish didn't come true...

Do hope you enjoy life there and hopefully it's not a permanent stay...

Missing you Baby!!!

IwillbeawaitingforyourreturnSayang!!!

EmoCicakMan.......

2010-01-25T22:20:00.001+08:00

It feel like shit walking around Lot1...

Was waiting for amira to get a copy of the vid. that they gave to Dearest...

So i was bored and amira was still eating at Jurong Point,walked around went to the highest floor and slowly turn one big round the go to the next floor below...

As i pass a shop i will reminise that i and her were in the shp looking at stuff...The way she drags me into every shop when i don't want to enter...Haha!!!

So yea,passed by Cotton on Body 1st...remember she loved this superman/girl undies...Haha

The way she says,"I want this..." continuosly...

Haha

Thinking of it always makes me smile...Alone!!!

ARGH!!!

How i wish you were still here

"WE" inclusive of your beloved friends would not miss you so damn freaking much!!!

I can cry thinking 'bout the times we had at the shopping centre,the laughs and gags,the swet moments....I MISS IT SO MUCH!!!

Not forgetting,as i finished "rounding the place" i stopped at MacD to get some ice-cream,idk why bu ti have the mood to eat Hot Fudge Sundae and apparently i is Dearest favourite ice-cream...So nevermind as i sat exactly infront of MacD and eating the ice-cream,i kept think of the day she was going,we had lunch and chatted and stuff..All of the memories slapped me in the face...

So met amira at CCK LRT,acknowledge one another...Boarded the train

Reached at amira's house she went in took the cd pass it to me...She is like and old grandmother know...small stuff also must thank you here and there...Haha

After that time to go home passed by her house,once againi thought of the sweet moments we had at her area...

While walking under her block to the busstop 307...

Still i remember the time Me and Adik Afiq lepak 'till like 7+ to wait for Dearest to get ready to go madrasah...Haha

Thoughts of US still lingres in my head...

The block ___,You know i know eheh!!!

Haha

So yea,everywhere i turn there will probably be moments we had together...

I'm missing you,amira and feeqa are also missing you also...even ghaffar and izuanto...How are we ever,ever gonna meet again??

Just seeing you thru the webcam is like not enough...

I need you my Dear...

When i met you it as if i was Touched by an Angel(Sezairi Sezali)

According to you(Orianthi) we are beautiful in your own way...

When Love Takes Over(David Guetta ft. Kelly Rowland) our hearts, the world feels like it has Zero Gravity(David Archuleta),

We were falling into Vanilla twilight(Owl City),

When you broke the news to me i mentally fell Face Down(Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)

You were my Guardian Angel(Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)...

But now you are not here i wish i could Replay(Iyaz) the momets again and again

I still remember i had a Crush(David Archuleta) on you during tuition...

Still remember our First Date(Blink 182)??

Dear God(Avenged Sevenfold) why must she leave??

I'm Missin' You(Jason Derulo) so much Right here Right now(HSM3)...

Now that you have Fly Away (Jojo)to Australia for 5 years??

Three Cheers for 5 Years(Mayday Parade) then...

I am now really Miserable at Best(Mayday Parade)...

Regretted not hugging you or kiss you before you left...

Now i am Here Without You(3 Doors Down) in Singapore

Now is really the Time for Miracles(Adam Lambert),so you would come back

So much for My Happy Ending(Avril Lavinge),once my relationship with someone blossoms,something Bad(Micheal Jackson) will happen...

I am so Love Drunk(Boys like Girls) right now,

Now i believe that Two is Better than One(Boys like Girls ft. Taylor Swift)...

I know it's hard to Say Goodbye(Chris Brown) but we have to i just wanna be With You(Chris Brown) always Everyday(HSM2)

Insomnia(Craig David) strikes at night when you are In My Head(Jason Derulo)...

You are still my Favourite Girl(Justin Bieber) and i made the world a favour by making One Less Lonely Girl(Justin Bieber) feel Real Love(Massari)...

It has been like 3 weeks...

I hope to see you again my love...You are not Alone(Micheal Jackson) baby,i am there mentally

Muah!!!

Ingt Amin Hasif tetap sayang dan cintai kamu!!!

*The words in blue are songs do check them out k,itu pon klau you dapat carik lah...haha

As per-normal,EmoCicakMan is sentiase.......EMO!!! *jengjengjeng...*

2010-01-22T19:02:00.001+08:00

A song dedicated to me by my Love

2010-01-22T18:49:00.001+08:00

Today was kinda a funny day

Had school at 9am,i reached at around 9.15 or 9.20,haha

After that got news that school has ended...I haven,t got time to sit down...Haha

I was totally shocked...But great arh,today no school

After all that slacked for awhile ate breafast at a coffeeshop nearby,smoke here smoke there...Waited for the others to come...They insisted to come...So let them be,decided to go Tamp.(Tampines)

When in the bus,we made noise as per-normal...Wakaka,made a Re-enacment of Bad Romance in the bus itself...Haha,LMFAO...It was seriously hillarious...If you were there you cannot i repeat you cannot stop laughing...Haha

Reached at around 12+ going to 1pm,century square was our 1st stop...After that Tampines mall...

We stakat jalan2 waste time,but the thing that made my blood go upstaris is that they played "mall-catching" we went to the top floor they were at the 2nd floor,when we went to the second floor they went to the top floor...Mcm sial peh prangai...

Betol peh PENG sak...

But nevermind they want to play right,we malas nk lyn teros alik...

Dah smpi Woodlands plk si member aku nie Ez-link dah tinggal 80cents...Haha..Tkler board the train,nasib member yg lain tu turun tolak $5...Haha,kekek betul arh

Then something happened,there was this girl at Woodlands MRT...She looked like my Girl

Terkejot kejap...But the fact is that she is in Australia...Well,i just kept staring at that girl..She tibe2 smiled at me,her smile is also the same as yours baby...!!!

I was totally dumb-founded

Then i just continued doing MYOB until i reached Yew Tee MRT...

BABY!!! HAPPY 8th Months...!!! Muah!!! Sorry i forigt the date...

P.S; Sorry baby i can't be there for you...i feel terrible

Imissyousothedamnmuchbabydocomebcktome!!!

2010-01-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

To whoever is reading,do enjoy...

Yesterday was a funny incident,me and my ITE friends were boarding the train from Yio Chu Kang to Jurong East...We were having fun,as per-normal singing and dancing like nobody's business

I was minding my own business when i turned my head there was a gay...Haha,better known as transexual...

He was wering a tight-fit polo-T,skinny jeans(girls one) and women's slippers with the beads and stuff...

I was LMAO,then i told one of my friends to take a look he immediatly laughed...Then it spread...Haha

Till we all were laughing in the train,i pity him tho but hey he looked weird....

Imagine a guy,squarish kind of face with a ponytail hair wearing that...??

Unimaginable rite?? Haha

At one point that guy/girl/it...Got off the train to wait for the next one...Haha

Nowadays why are ppl turning to transexual or gays and lesbians?? Aren't opposites suppose to attract like magnets??

I dun't understand the world now...It's weird alright...

As for today,just had a soccer match 5hours ago against the 2nd year guys...Haha

We lost 7-4...At least not a trashing...But hey,we still had fun...

So yea...I'm half dead now...Like want to sleep like that,but no!!! I must finish this first so that Baby and others can enjoy reading...It's almost 9pm here and there would be 12am there in Australia...

If you are asleep my love,sleep tight with me in ur mind ok?? Muah!!!

ILYSDM SYG...

EmoCicakMan is...Missing YOU wishing i could be with YOU!!!!

2010-01-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

Today was a fun but tiring day tho...

Had to come early as class starts at 8am,did so engine repairs here and there...

My hands and my school polo-T were black thanks to the oil stain...

After the practicals,had a tea break were supposed to reach back to class at 10...But didnt report,instead went to the street soccer court and slack till lunch time...Haha

Happy life?? Idk...

After lunch had theory class...Sat there looked at the screen,after awhile heads were on the table...Haha

Some went out of class and go smoke somemore...

Rabak...

Haha

After all that we had "PE" for ITE it was called something else...Can't remember what it's called

So filled up a form of our particulars to hand-in,took our height and weight,And OMG!!! i gained 7kg...This part i sound abit girlish arh...don't mind bout that...Haha!!! Now i'm 77kg...I'm fat but at least someone still loves me!!!

Then played soccer,then headed home...

In the train as per-normal,made noise 'till ppl around us got annoyed...That's your problem,bear with it,haha...

We even disturbed one bangla worker...He stand like a girl,you know like how girls stand when they lean on the wall or something like that?? He was doing that...Haha...We were totally LOAO in simple english,Laughing Our Asses Off

So from Khatib station if i'm not mistaken 'till Woodlands we laughed...

Haha

Once i reached Yew Tee..Walked alone home,thinking of that particular person from time to time again...

Everywhere i go,everywhere i turn...i will see ppl that look like you...

Some had the same hairstyle as you,the way you tie your hair,the colour of your hair...

I even almost wanted to shout out your name eventho it's not you...

I didn't know that it would be hard for me when we parted...

But i still want this relationship to go on...If possiblr forever...

I agree with you my dear,i have had enough of ex's and relationships....

So i['m sticking to this one...No matter what

I thought it would be easy but no it's not

I'm struggling every single time i look at a person that has something of you,like i want to hug that person

I'm sooo damn missing you my love...

How long must i endure this long distance relationship??

I will always look at your pics,our pics when we were spending time eith your friends and cousins...

I too wish i could turn back time,meet you again,hug you and kiss you like before...

But reality check,NOT GONNA HAPPEN...

It's has been 10 days that you are in Australia and it feels like forever...I have been listening to more of the songs you prefer when we were slacking together or in the bus...Like According to you by Orianthi and Three cheers for five years and Miserable at best by Mayday parade

Everytime i listen to those songs,i will remember you,our times when we hugged and cuddled...The thought of you by my side brings tears to my eyes(as i'm writing this tears are gathered in my eyes)

I love you so much my dear...

And i'll never let you go...

If i did something wrong to you i apologise before it's too late

I'm outta words to type/say...

But one things for sure,ILYNMYSDFM...Pandai2 you fikir eh bie...Muah!!

EmoCicakMan...Emo sekali lagi...

2010-01-13T18:14:00.001+08:00

I found this hairstyle on9...Lawa kan??

I want this hair...haha

Tkper kener simpan dulu...haha

So yea,just got bck home from school...

Kinda tired today coz played street soccer at ITE for the 1st time,haha...Cock rite?? I noe...

Anyways...I have been smoking alot thanks to the feeling of emptiness in myself...

Sorry baby if this were to hurt u in anyway...muah!!!

ILY lah sey...!!!!!
Ohoh...Bfore i forget tdi dah abiz isap rokok police turun kereta...Ingtkan nk nab kiter...Check2 dier nad org lain nasib baik sey...Ader lelaki india nie dier turun skola dgn parang siol...Kimak scene besar siol tdi,terkejut boboy...hahahaha
Sedih sak tgk....Abe dpt tau laki tu ader satu student nie nyer bapak...Kesian sak sama tu budak...
Abe biler dah naik bus dah smpi MRT station,satusatu happy train kosong...Punyer suay train terminate kat Yishun....Abe dalam train ader minah tudung...Abe yg lain semangat nk kacau..Sial jer dorng...Haha,aku tk join arh..nnt ader jer or mrh ker cemburu...So setia pada satu...
Dah tu yg ader lambai kt minah tudung tu abe dorng lambai alik...Kimek kekek per,minah tudung pon nk flirt...Haha

Awaiting ur return my Love!!!

Muah!!!

XoXo...

EmoCicakMan...Signing off!!!

2010-01-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

Its been 4 days Dearest dah tk kat S'pore and trust me it feels like forever...
The more i miss her the more i want her...
I feel like a total loser without her...OMG!!!
Blm 1week aku dah mcm gini...Sial uh!!!
Baby....I want u to come bck lah sey
Nini,Alia and Me are so missing you...Waitwait...Adik Afiq too
I can't stop thinking of you...Everywhere i turn i see couples i get jealous...
Coz they can hug and hold one another...I can't,mcm maner sey nk hug bby i klau dier jauh dari aku...??
Weird...Makin lamer makin sort kepale otak aku...Terencat akal agaknyer...Haha
Mcm Acai citer Bohsia tu...Hahahahaha
Well,for my ITE life gerek...Start out as a loner...Dah tu,arh kau...**sanp finggers** member dah lebih dari sepuluh org...Hahahaha
Gerek punya arh...Dah tu satu2 kaki asap...
Nari dah belajar sedikit sebanyak tentang engine dgn kereta...
Blh tahan gerek jgk...Course gerek pon kerana budak2 dier gerek....hahaha
Chiow!!! Until next time folks...

EmoCicakMan...Emo-ing b'coz matair dier kt Australia...:'(
P.S: ILYSDM Baby

2010-01-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! She has finally reached Australia...OMG!!!
Baby i'm missing you already syg...Buhuhuhu...
Went to the airport yesterday,we meet at 5pm...So together Me,Nini,Dearest,Alia and Ika headed to Changi Airport...Kat dalam train i was trying to hold bck my tears but sadly Dearest saw,She just kept quiet,Upon reaching Tanah Merah Station,I cried takler angkat sey....Dah tu nini plk nangis...Then alia...Then dearest....
Blm time nk berangkat satu2 airmata dah mengalir...
So biler kiter smpi T3 at 7.03pm,We sat at this fountain,Nini started to cry,Alia next...Then me...
I cried my heart out to her...IMY lah siool!!!
We hugged and stuff...Went to MacD at level 1...Waited for Adeq afiq coz he was from Suntec City b'cos of YOG...
When he reached,dearest face totally changed...She was smiling!! That was the last smile of hers i will never forget...
Finally it was time for her to go...At 10.35pm...
I was already crying..iI dunt want to be i cant stop..You guys shud noe how i feel...Rite??
She came to me and said,"Baby are you okay?? Jangan nangis k??" Then i said tkder aper2...She was like,"You jangan nk tipu..." So i admitted...
Those were our last convesation i can remember ...I really wanted to hug and kiss her but i can't her parents were there...SHIT SIA!!!
After she went thru the gateway,I broke down...I cried like mad,Banging my head against anything that was there,Now my head hurts,Hehe...I tightly squeezed her hair band that she left for me to keep...BABY!!! ILYSDMnIMYSDMT!!!!....

Baby...If u were to read this,I would like to thank you for opening ur heart to me...One less lonely girl now but a new chapter has been flipped,One more lonely guy in S'pore
I could not dream that this day would come that i will wake up knowing u are miles and miles away from me for 5years!!! There's never a right time to Say Goodbye but we know that we gotta go our seperate ways...This phrase will remind me of u my dear...
I am totally shocked...I NK U KAT SINI BIE,Right beside me like u used to be...I miss your hugs,Your kisses,Your smile,EVERYTHING about u...I'm missing every single thing about you already!!!
Now that u r there do takecare of urself ok??...we will be seeing each other soon rite ayang?? Pls say yes...

Thanks Feeqa,Nini,Alia and Adeq afiq for giving me comfort...:'((
Me,Ghaffar,Feeqa and Adeq afiq were stuck at Woodlands Mrt at 2+am...Haha
So we boarded a taxi instead...Thank for paying Adeq

EmoCicakMan is missing the Love of his life,
Farhanah Binte Yazid!!! Ily...Remember all my words to u....muahs!!!

2010-01-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

Today is a tiring day really...Smlm satu mlm tk tido,found out my Dearest is finally going on the 8th...
I cant believed what i heard last night,i was crying my tears out...We were otp at that point of time,so
continuing....
Went to school,had alot of activities...Run here run there...
Like mad dog sia...Haha
So started at 9am ended at 12pm...Haha,half day...Wakakaka
After that dalam train nie case bdk ITE nyer standard lah...Buat bising dalam train...Haha
Apek tgk kiter pon satu mcm...

So turun Lot1,naik gi Roof Garden...meet up with Dearest and her adik(Farhan),gi MacD CCK CC...eateateat!!
Waited for Adik Afiq and Syifa....Adik afiq came but Syifa paitao!!! Rabak...Sampai naik giler matair aku...Haha,Tpi kan biler tk dpt jmper aku tk naik giler nie...pelik tpi benar...btl!! Haha

Dah tu gi ddk bwh blok tnggu kan lah pulak Farhan nyer GF...Haha
Gi Bukit Batok...Amik cermin mata,dah tu alik...Sound boring rite?? Haha
Behind this words there were laughter,joy and happiness that happen,it was a fun and tiring day...Making my Dearest laugh so she can forget 'bout the reality for awhile...

Wow!! 2010...Hmm,THE year,THIS year...i won't be able to see her again,feel her again...OR worst NOT BEING ABLE TO KISS HER!!!
BABY!! I don't know what is gonna happen to me...If u return n if i have changed...Do me a big favour,CHANGE ME BCK!!!! Muah!!! Ilysdm baby.....!!!

Emo CicakMan...missing my baby already!!!

2010-01-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!
Finally it's 2010...haha
Unbelieveable fite??
Well,new chapters of life will be unfolded...
Some good and some well...not so good,ok,bad!!!...haha
But hey we have to go thru lifes obsticals rite?? If not we would not no the meaning of life
So yea,i would like to wish the people i know and i care,Happy New Year...may our dreams be fulfilled
To Dearest,i wish the day u go will make a mark on our relationship,i swear i wont forget this 7th Months together...ILYSM!!!
Idk whether i will survive without u but i will try holding on...
So currently at my cousins crib...bored,forced to eat...but i just buat bodoh sudah
Haha
Alright thats all i gotta say...Take care for now...

Emo CicakMan!!!
Being Emo again...haha!!
Bye...2009

2009-12-29T11:59:00.000+08:00

I still can't believe it...Sezairi won Singapore Idol!!! haha
Melayu menang lagi...haha,Three times in a row...
Enough of that...
So yea,Yesterday i had attended a gig which my cousin invited me to see him play his songs...It was awesome and at the same time my ear drums hurt...haha,The sound system is so loud...haha
There were three bands playing,enjoyed the songs...
But thaks to the people who have cameras...bukak flash tknk kalah...my ears hurt then my eyes...haha
After that screamed,shouted and rawred!!! haha,smokesmokesmoke...then now every thing hurts...
Haziq(my cousin) band played their own compositions...quite meaningful...Adam was like a mad animal,he declared himself one...haha,others were cool but not adam...he was like hopping and jumping,haha,entertaining tho looking at him...
After all that we lepak outside the Blackhole...play TapTap revenge 2 on Ipods...haha
I lost to anisa then i win again...haha,sorry anisa,danial arh nie spoiler...haha!!!
So yea i had alot of fun eventho had a bad headache on the way home,kite ramairamai jalan from the Blackhole(the gig) to Bugis MRT station...pheww...tiring indeed,haha...
Took the train home...then Me,Faaruq and Arif...were the only ones who leave near each other...the rest semuer tinggal area Jurong...haha
Reached CCK interchange at around 11+pm...McD and ate...talktalk,then went to take bus 307...haha
Me and Faaruq raced after the bus coz we missed it at the interchange...haha
12am just open the main door and i'm home!!! haha,then chillchill otp ngn baby till like 4am...
Then i straight away KO...tired much u noe...haha

Emo CicakMan's Day...

2009-12-27T17:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was an akward day,went to a wedding invitation at Lagun Sari near Geylang area with my aunts and uncles....
After that decided to go to Mustafa centre...haha,bought smart pants for tomorrow,but got a call that tomorrow no work they want us to enjoy the hols first...
haha
then after at Mustafa centre go to Bedok corner...eateateat!! Called baby,she was at Marsling...weddng invvitation too...
So yea,after all that i tot we were going to go home but tak...haha
My dad and uncle planned to go to Changi beach...sit there lepak2...enjoy the wind...and as expected there were alot of tents and fishermen...
haha
At around 2.30am then we headed back home...haha
Went out on the Saturday and came bck this morning...haha

Thats all i have for today...
Emo CicakMan,byebye

2009-12-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

You call me Baby
You call me Dear
You call me Sayang
You even call me Daddy
But im sure gonna miss listening to you scream my name or even wispering it into my ears....
You not gonna be here in a few weeks time...
Gonna miss eveny single thing about you...
From your nasty laughter to your sweetest smile...(Touching right?? I know...)
Ever time you smile...It brightens up my heart to tell you the truth...
Never ever ever in this lifetime of mine will i ever get to meet some like her anymore,not to say there isn't..
So sad to see you Fly Away..But life must go on right bby??
Well,i made her a promise...I swear,i swear i am gonna keep the promise...but baby if i were to break that promise,i'm really sorry,do what ever you want on me,kill me or strangle me...i am willing to face the consequences...

Emo CicakMan,Totally Emo Now!!!...

2009-12-20T14:54:00.000+08:00

What can i do??

You're gonna go...

Fly away...Fly away far from me...

I can't believe it's really happening...

Hoped to have known you earlier...

So our lives could be more merrier...MUAH!!!

Baby i'm sure gonna miss you...When are we gonna see each other?? touch again or even a smocch??

Thanks for everything my beloved...

But this is your parents have given you...

Make full use of this opportunity ok bab??

I'll be waiting...For your return...

Don't worry 'bout me,I will be safe...

Even the decision is final and heartbreaking...

I'm happy for you...No words can describe my feelings right now...

The mixtures off sadness and hapiness...But for sure i never regretted holding you in my arms...

Every kissed i gave you...Was for real...No les in our relationship...

Baby...When you're gone,The pieces of my heart i'm missing you,When you're gone the face i came to know never did left my heart...You may not be in my grasp but surely you are locked behind bars of my heart!!!

BIG KISSES FOR YOU!!!

Emo CicakMan...Is Emo...:'(

2009-12-11T12:01:00.001+08:00

HAHA!!

Sorry didn't update my blog for like...?? Almost 1 week i suppose??

I was bz with friends...Went to two chalet sleepovers in one week...Fun and tiring at the same time..

Did enjoy myself thnks everyone for making it possible...

6th December 2009

1st chalet was at Costa Sands Resort Pasir Ris...Met up with Danial,Ming Wei and Zhen loon...Eat at macD Lot1 first b4 making our way to Pasir Ris...Left for pasir ris at around 3+pm...Reached like 4+pm,went to the free shuttle bus stand...A bus came and it was going to Aloha Resort...Danial said thats the bus...So without any hesitation we just boarded the bus...So while waiting for the bus to be on its way,there was this old lady...Her hair was so messed up becos of the strong wind outside...Then i looked to the back of the minibus and saw a bigger bus with goes to Costa Sands...Asked danial whether we were on the correct bus...He confidently said "YES"...Haha,Bt when Zhen Loon asked the driver he said the bus we were on is the wrong one...So yea,Switched buses...Haha,If not we would have gone to Aloha instead...

Upon reaching Costa Sands,We headed straight for the chalet...Put our stuff and went out to eat...Haha,BBQ Chicken and Prawns and Otak-otak...Haha

The food was nice...iIdidnt plan to sleepover that nite but wat the heck...Haha

So yea...Went for a stroll at the beach and...JENGJENGJENG!!! The beach it effing dirty...With alot of mangrove trees and seaweed and obviously trash...

Wanted to rent bikes but sadly the rental shop closes at 7pm...At that point of time it was already 6:30pm...So no use at all...Furthermore dennis wanted to SHIT...!!! Haha another one of my friend...

He and Danial went back to the cahlet first to use the toilet...

But as Me,Ming Wei and Zhen Loon went bck to the chalet,Dennis and Danial were otw to E-hub...WTH...!!! Go never ajak...

Haha..

So yea,Had fun listeninig to alot of songs...Sang boom boom pow afew times and slept after that...But sadly i could not sleep...Due to loud snoring from 2 am to like 5 am...I finally gave up on sleeping took out my secret weapon...My PSP!!! Haha

Played until like 6:30 am...
Haha

Then slept till like 9am...Then headed for home...WOW!! i only selpt for 3hours...

Haha,Unbelieveable...

Monday at 12pm reached home...Ate...Then as per-normal watched tv and stuff...

In the evening packed my bags once again for a 3days 2 nights chalet...

8th December 2009
This time the chalet is at East Coast...

Woke up at 10am on the Tuesday...Met dear at her place at 11am...But i was alittle late...Sorry dear,Walked to Keat Hong LRT station waited for Sheril Natalia,one of her friend...Then headed for Pending...

We waited for dear's lil' bro and friends to arrived...As soon as they arrived..Took out rokok and aper lagi??

Asap lah...Haha,Went to the busstop took 966...Then reached there,i'm not sure how long it took but dear was already sleeping on my shoulder...Cute sak dier tdo...

Haha.Syg u lah sey cutestuff..

Reached at East Coast area C...Walk and walk and walked...Until area D...Placed our bags at a small hut while waiting for dear's parents to come so they can get the keys...

We waited for like 1hr 30 mins...From 2 pm to like 3:30pm b4 her parents came...

Played frisbe,cards,took pics,sang songs and cycled while waiting...Haha

Then we all helped dear's mom and dad carry stuff for the BBQ...Haha

Even b4 the BBQ starts,we all changed into our swimming costume and headed to the swimming pool bt denied entry...Sad!!! But nevermind headed bck to the chalet and ask the girls to join us swim in the sea...They agreed,so yea had fun playing in the water,especially when i grabbed dearest from the bck and threw her into the water,haha Sorry syg,but never the less we all we wet,ckp jer tknk mndi dalam2 but still,all came back like a cat just took it's bath...Haha and stupid me go climb the barge then wanted to come down...So i jumped,punyer sway...My leg slipped off one of the rocks...I got cuts on my feet now...Pedih u noe...
After all the swimming and stuff,dry ourselves and MAKAN!!! Haha,the BBQ had already started,so nothing else to wait for,DIG IN!!!
At around 7 or 8pm,her friends came,the CLANS(that is wat she names them) came the people i would not like to have seen,but wat can i do right?? Tkkan nk halau plk...To avoid from bringing more stares between me and the CLAN,I headed off to play pool with dearest's lil' bro and friends,haha...We were all beginners at playing pool,they white ball flew everywhere...Haha,it even fell to the floor...I dun't noe how but yes it did!!!
LMAO!!! Seriously i laughed my ass off...!!! Watching all of us,Shafiq,Shafiq,Ashraff,Sahid,Farhan(Dearest's lil' bro),Me and Helmy...Played mcm budak bodoh sak...
Oh!!! Yes Yes....I almost forgot...At the pool area there there was a club,HOS or better known as House of Sound...I opened the door to hear the music,nice music tho...Then a girl shouted,"OI!!" Haha,guess who??It was a hot babe...Sorry dear,i ternmpk bukan sengajer tgk tau..Haha!!!
We ran after the babe shouted,ran till the chalet...So i went upstairs her cousins we in the room...The room was almost packed...Had fun disturbing dearest's cousins...Hehe
At around 11pm all of us we supposingly go to sleep,we slept outside the door but the guys couldn't,coz of mosquitoes...Itching like hell,we had to switch places...Moved to right infront of the tv...Tkler tdo nyer pasal,watched PA(Paranormal Activity)...Cool,scary and at times funny show...You guys shud really watch it...

9th December 2009
Woke up and dearest was in front of me...Not literally but yes there she was waiting to be the next person in line to take a shower...Haha,kental sey dier dat time semangat dgn specs...
Bathed and hungry,made a tiring walk to macD at area C,Me,Dearest,Sheril,Yani and Lala
Ate and Full,headed bck...Then another group of her friends,which i more prefer,Amira with Izwanto,Feeqa with Gafar,Dearest and Me...We all chatted from like 1pm till like 3pm...Haha,
Lamer sey bbl...Dah tu ramai2 semuer gi naik basikal...
We went to the skate park...So i tried the ramps...
Kinda scary but it was alrite...
Freaky when i wanted to go down the ramp...
After that we headed bck to return the bikes we rented for 1hr...But we also did rent 3 bikes for the night...
Luckily we rented overnight bikes...
At that point of time we were out of drinks...So aper lagi tiga basikal,all 3 bikes went to 7-eleven,dah beli air aper semuer naik balik gi bilik...
I got free massage from Baby...Bcoz i got muscle cramp...Hehe,thnks Baby...Really appreciate it...
So yea,chat and chat with ppl...After all went bck home,dearest sadly had to sleep at the living room and the guys slept in the room...Hehe,couldn't sleep again,we listen to MISTERI JAM 12 MALAM...Haha!!!!
Not that scary tho...
After that some of use watched videos(not gonna say wat video)...But me,i was already in dreamland,ckp jer tknk tdo,but i cant help it,so i just dozzed off...
Woke up,all we already awake...So bathed eat breakfast but i was still hungry,sadly i had to go seperate ways from Dearest...I wanna cry sia at that point of time...Just felt like turning around and give her one big hug...Hehe
But i can't...Continued walking till MacD ate breakfast again tis time with Farhan and friends...
Dah makan punya makan,ketawa punyer ketawa...Pegi hospital tgk cikgu dierorng...Their teacher had muscle cancer...Nothing i have heard off,so yea i pitied her...
Hope she get well soon,to be back with her beloved students...
Dah tu fikir nk balik,tpi tk jdi,instead we went to Farhan's house...Haha
So yea met Dearest again,i was happy tht i got to see her again...
after that b4 maghrib Me,Ashraff and Shafiq went home...

A fun-filled weekend i had with my friends it was

had spend like 59 hours with her...I am greatful eventhough some slight heartaches...But everything is fine now...

Thnks baby for everything...Ilysm...

See you soon baby...

Sad to leave her,but wat can i do...

Dats all for this week until i post again...See ya dont wanna be ya..Haha

Emo CicakMan....DudeSpainard

CHIOW!!!!!!

P.S.: B4 i forget,Happy Birthday to my Mom...Haha,Thnks for bring Me and Bro to Malaysia...Had a Great time there eventhough i didn't manage to buy anything...Sayang Ibu

AND

Ida Happy Birthday to you to My Friend...

2009-11-26T17:44:00.001+08:00

Hey guys,whoever is reading...
i'm pissed off yesterday bcoz of SI (singapore idol lah abe??)...
stupid sia drag until nxt week??
aper citer siol...aku nk charles"STITCH"wong or tabitha out lah!!!
haha
aku nk sezairi menang...!!!
let malays rule this competition for 3 years...haha
n FUCK ken lim...for being a fucking rasist...
so yea...those of u who want sezairi to win...REMEMBER!!! VOTE FOR HIM...hahahaha
HIS no. is 1900 112 12(i dont know yet)haha...mcm gurmit plk aku nie...so enough about idol,bt wait...
WHY WAS FARHAN CALLED BCK TO PERFORM?? his hair is nice,so effing nice...ok im jealous why?? cannot is it??...haha,ok2 ENOUGH!!!

So yea...pissed of sey...hehe,then called dear,otp till like 1am(i think) haha,
n yar forgot to say sorry to dear i forgot our date...
the date we met...SO SO SORRY!!!

So yea...woke up today like around,ermm...5am,siap2 mandi aper semuer...den kuar,bukan kuar gi jalan2...bt kener gi kerje jual lontong,ketupat lemang dgn lepat...oi!! bnyk tu...but it was fun coz my pakcik sedare(who is only 17) brought along his fwens...so gerek jgk,enjoyed selling those stuff from like 6am till 12pm?? lmao...so then they lelong the stuff from $5 to $2...haha $3 diff. it was a fun but yet tiring day today...i had to shout,"LELONG,LELONG...ketupat $2...!!!" haha,like apek at the wet market...ppl didnt buy the ketupat but instead they laughed at me...sad sey...thnks haziq(my pakcik sedare),shira(pakcik sedare punyer matair),anisa and liyana (kwn shira),thnks for making the job a fun one...see u guys soon aite bt i dunt noe when exactly,haha

Dear,i miss you so much to...haha even though i tk dpt otp ngn u smpi 5am like dulu lgi...sorry,i get tired easily...
What do i type nw??
im outta words...
i better be signing off now,
need to bath and get ready for hari raya gathering
ok then goodbye and happy reading,tc
Emo CicakMan,chiow!!!

2009-11-15T12:39:00.000+08:00

This week was damn great...hang out with dearests,
watched movies with baby and amira...they watched,Jennifer's body
but sadly i can't watched...AS I'M STILL 15...buhuhuhu,it's ok tho,i watched astro boy instead...
The astro boy movie is sad...as astro boy is actually a really boy but he was vapourized by an accident at his dad's lab...a robot of his father's creation exploded in a room where he was trapped inside...
So due to his death,his father made a new robot which was up to date model...withthe memory of toby(astroboy's real name)...so he thought he was like before but not...
His father kicked him out of the house and he fell to the surface...as where they were staying is on a floating city...
Some human kids found him and brougthim to their homes...where he meet a professor which used to work for astro boy's father...
he saie loved robots...bt after the professor created the robot,he made them fight with other robots...it was heartbreaking for astro boy...bt he was also involved as the professor found out that astro was a robot...he was forced to fight with every single robot available bt he triumph over everyone...
it was sad...

Aniways,yesterday went to find a job...went to teban gardens sey...jauh tu...haha
but i was lucky cause my friends recommend me to their boss...so yeah,i'll will be working at universal studios...it's cool i can't wait...haha

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS HERE I COME...

Emo CicakMan...chiow!!

2009-11-07T13:05:00.001+08:00

This week was great!!! haha,really enjoyed myself,

went out with my dearest and adeq afiq(my new god brother) kinda close to him...weird tho,just knew him for like,three weeks plus?? haha

Went bowling on thurs.

Had fun...things were funny at the bowling arena...

went to Home Team NS which was located at Bukit Batok,

Starbowl is the name of the bowling place...

Me,dearest,adeq afiq and syifa(long lost primary school fwen)

went there...met up with dearest lil' bro wit his fwens and began to play 2 rounds...

the first round,funny...the scoreboard was freaking weird,one player were supposingly go twice on each turn...bt my godbro,somehow get to bowl three time at a particular point in the game...which lead to him winning the round...bt i was goin to win,thanks to the technical diff. adeq afiq won...FUCK!!!

haha,no offence!! joking,bt frustrated as well

the second round was damn funny,i started the game...but almost all my bowls ended up in the drain,

so yea...i missed out some good opportunity to win...nevermind tho,its been a long time since i played bowling...so its kinda diff. to get the hang of it...at one point we were all laughing at one another...

BOOM!!! haha,guess what happened??

dearest wanted to bowl but the ball slipped out of her grip and fell behind her...haha

me and the rest looked at her and LMAO!!...SORRY, dear if u were to read this but hey,it's seriously funny...she just squatted down and laughed at her own mistake...but fortunately for them but sadly for me and adeq afiq,the girls won...so we had to call that thursday a "girl's day" which is lame but it's ok,kasi muker katerkan...haha!!

after the bowling,wanted to play laser quest but too bad the place is fully booked,needed to wait till 5pm but the thing is it was only 12+pm...changed of plans...decided go to farmart but cancelled also due to heavy downpour,dearest bro and his fwens wanted to go to the gym but dearest,me ,syfa and adeq afiq didn't want to...so they went their own ways,so did we...catched a movie

the girls,syifa and dearest ana,nk sangat tgk citer jennifer's body,but all of us belom cukup umur except for dearest...mentang2 dah burthday,hmph!

haha,instead gi tgk movie Love Happens..(sorry tibe2 tukar language,mendak lah asyik type in english jer...haha)

This movie is meaningful but boring,not much love scene but more to the type of what happens to a person's life,citer dier kelakar sikit,laki nie isteri dier mati in a car accident bcoz of a dog in the middle of the road,nk elakkan anjing to punyer pasal,swerved away and the car crashed into a trafficlight post(if im not mistaken lah) and so did the guy's wife,she died on the spot,pulak to hujan...that explains the swerve.

macam cerite cinta lain jmper pompan baru kenal2 and BLAHBLAHBLAH,lazy to explain the whole story but you get my point right? klau tk den kau punyer pasal..haha

it was fun that dat day...

yesterday pun samer kuar ngn dearest n her adik(real adik) went to the gym,lifted weights with her adik and dearest just stared,malu sangat nk workout mentang2 bnyk laki...

so yea,weights lifted did a few abdominal and leg workouts..skarang badan tgh cramp

yhen adeq afiq came did weights too...aftr dat gi swim,haha...

dah panas2 terus gi dip in the pool...FUHH! gerek sey,haha.too bad dearest didnt bring along her swimming costume..so she just watched,haha...

aftr all dat get ready aper semuer,gi NUH tgk dearest nyer grandfather,not literally meet him,we had to hide...haha,me and adeq afiq followed stakat nk buang masa jer...hehe

so there you go,my day for the past 2 days wuth baby,hehe...

so yea,had fun on both days...jus wished could go out like this more often..

adios,

Emo CicakMan...

2009-11-04T10:19:00.001+08:00

SINCE PEOPLE KEEP TELLING ME TO POST A NEW POST, amik kau nie...

hahahaha!!!

joking guys...

Hmm,where do i start??

Ouh...yess!!

Saturday morning at around 5am,woke up,blablahblah,get ready aper semuer...

naik bus 188 sampi HARBOURFRONT...

Then got the tix...aper lagi gi BATAM!!

hahahaha..

so yea,on saturday i went to BATAM with my family and my mom,s fwens...kinda boring,sitting in the hired van almost to all the places...

haha

but ALLHAMDULILLAH!!!...

dapat lah blanjer sikit2...jdi lah

got t-shirts and a pair of shoes...

hehe,very happy coz once again got to feast on the fastfood i have been craving afta the utlets in singapore has been closed down bcoz of sumthing(which i dunt noe y...)

A&W!!

the root beer with float on top...its jus so nice...haha,out of words to describe it actually

reached bck at harbourfront about 9+pm...

haha,tired at that point of time...

sunday,as per-normal..soccer traning,otw home grabbed a choc. milkshake at McD.

then headed home...at 10+ baby called...talked 2 baby then adeq afiq joined...conferenced till 5am...

woke up on monday at 8+am...fever and headache,sakit gile...i can bearly get out of bed...

so yea,rested like almost the whole day

On tuesday feeling better...but still kinda lazy to do stuff,till today i can finally get the effort to post this...

so hope you readers keep reading...

one more thing...ppl n bby...if u need me to post do tell aite...i will write in aite...

for now im outta words,

bye and takecare for now,

EMO Cicakman...

2009-10-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

7;17pm...
im listening to songs(currently..built to last by melee)and chatting...
bored as per normal...

Life doesn't have a lot of happy moments unless u find it
if only it can happen out of the blue...
i would like 2 go somewhere fun wit my beloved fwens n family...rather than being at home...

i have no idea what to write...coz my brains are squeezed out,ideas gone...
hmm,2 more months till the start of a new year...
someones gonna leave s'pore...im gonna miss that person
going overseas to further studies...

probably goin ITE...maths fail,haha
bt nevermind i'll do my best and go to poly...
insyallah...
bt thinking back at my result i dunt think i will have a bright future...
s'pore education is very difficult now
last years batch damn lucky...easy criteria...WTH!!,haha...

BOOMBOOMPOW!!..black eyed peas...
hehe,listening to it...
almost 7:30pm...i better post this soon...

well...i gtg for now gonna post soon...i hope,haha,
AminCicak...EMO always,dats me...!!!

2009-10-20T09:29:00.000+08:00

8 more days...another 8 more days till one month i did not post another entry...

sorry to those who r a frequent reader of my blog...many things happened

personal and other stuff like hari raya...which ended yesterday (i think)

hope it never lasts...most of the money had been used up,

as pernormal...teenagers,go shopping la..

haha

so yea,b4 i forget...i wanna say sorry to whoever i have hurt these past few days,weeks,months or even years...

even though raya dah habis,hope you guys take my sincere apoogies

so yea....SORRY once again

to bie,i cant bear to see u suffer with dat guy...yes i noe u still love him,bt i jus tak sanggup tgk u nangis n hurt so bad....i klau blh nk sak carik alang n bantai si mangkuk tu...bt u forbid my decisions...i feel like i dipermainkan oleh cinta...u noe i love you,yes i do

bt y is it so hard 4 u 2 let him go,i mean,ur fwens dont even like him...even your own abang2 angkt,jgn ckp abng angkt adik sendiri tk suker,

well i hope u sedar...dunt gie him chances no more k??

ILY...

be free from him and u will fall in my arms...with the love and freedom u so really need,i will give

EMO cicak...crawling off...bye

2009-09-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

its 10+pm...haha
im not even one bit tired,so yea dunt noe wat to do at the moment
...waiting 4 a call from her,bt her parents hav not gone to sleep yet...
how? oh how? haha,well today got my maths n MT prelims bck...i passed my MT bt my maths was freaking pathetic...got 7 out of 80 marks...7 can u believe it?? next stop ITE
wad can i do my maths suck and i cant even improve how much i study i still cant get maths...
me n maths dunt mix well

listen to a few sad songs just now...my eyes are teary...idk y
i guess im missing her so much
so baby...I MISS YOU!!!

now idk wat to type for this post...
it just struck 10:37pm
n my classmate flooded me on MSN...fuck la haha!!!
she poser sia...my font purple colour she oso want to follow
she got mad...haha...
SORRY!! jgn mrh la...

so yea dats all i can think of to write...
i'll post soon bye n tc...
KAK FEE WAIT TILL I UPDATE K??
haha
bye n tc ppl...

amin Cicak *chak**chak**chak*

2009-09-24T13:11:00.000+08:00

hey guys

it looks like the prelims are almost over...

bt hari raya is still going,bt it sucks coz we cant raya due 2 sch...

but never mind...its ok

next week goin out raya wit fwens...bt sch fwen tk plan aper2 ker??

klau ader kan best...blh collect duit sikit,haha!!

well finally solved my probs ngn kwn,bt lgi satu prob timbul...haizzz....

we will it ever end??

well,i wrote a rather short paragraph...i dunt noe where it came from...

was at tuition n it came up...

READ IT!!!

haha

Why must love be like a war??

easy to start

difficult to end...

Why do people have hearts?

but they break other's??

Why do people have brains?

but they only think of themselves...

People are gifted with hands so they can lend a helping hand,

but instead they hurt others with their hands...

Why must everything realte to the feeling of hurt angd greif??

can't just people live without the HATE??

If this is life and we have to go thru, let it be...people give up...

Emotions mixed around and hearts broken by loved ones...

Isn't that enough??

But do people want to change it??

Every tear that fall from the eyes of someone is extremely precious...

especially if it's the person you love...

Don't hurt them coz,you will feel the hurt even more...

This happens to all of us...maybe not now

but in the future you can't tell

Love the people who love you...

coz if they are gone...its too late

YOU CAN'T TURN BACK TIME...

so this is what i wrote...

haha

its long so yea...

hope that people that read my blog will feel that this paragraph is really meaningful

this is what i feel,couples are goin thru...

so for those who are in love out there...

BE PREPARED TO GET HURT...

coz it will come

THIS IS ESPECIALLY TO KAK FEE

2009-09-08T22:18:00.000+08:00

i feel terrible wen i look at his face...
ok fine...i want 2 apologise 4 all the misunderstanding 2wards u
i wasn't even blaming u i was just speaking my mind
n if u still dont wanna tok 2 me or be my fwen its ok i totally undrstand...
bt i wanna say thnks 4 all the help u hav gave me...thnks so much
i shud really stop pestering u....

well..2dae was boring mother tounge listening compre...den went home study 4 social studies,still i dunt think i can pass
i will go ITE or retain cnfirm sia...!!!
i dunt care anymre

2dae was a feaking tired day i dunt noe y...
my whole body is aching 4 dunt noe wad reason
well 2mrrw ENGLISH paper...i would like 2 wish all the best 2 everyone taking N lvls 4 this year...
hopefully u guys pass wit flying colours...GD LUCK PPL!!!
bt no luck 4 me...cant be bothered...
so yea...dats all i hav 2 say...

EMO CicakMan
I'M SORRY MY FWEN....

2009-09-03T17:37:00.000+08:00

i really can't believe it...
32 ppl in the class cant even wake me up from my sleep??
WHAT THE FUCK ppl??
i was supposed 2 go to mother tounge class wen i fell asleep
NO ONE BOTHERED TO WAKE ME UP!!!
fuck man...
i almost missed checking my MT prelims...
wen i got up from my sleep the chinese teacher was oredi teaching the class...
i was like fucked up sia...
so much 4 fwens...

tgh webbie ngn dier...ader jer org nk extra...
bingit sak...
thnks 4 ruining my day...
it just got worst...
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!

i guess my best buddy is right...
i shud just get a freaking shovel n bury myself to death alive...!!

if i did dat everyone around me would be happy...
REALLY HAPPY
i guess no one wants to talk to me...EVER
so i keep thinking to myself y do i bother trying to start a convo wiit them??
in the end they still dunt tok to me....

so fuck care to u ppl...
u want to tok to me go ahead...i may entertain u or i may not...
wanna ask y?? SERIOUSLY DON'T BOTHER

EMO CicakMan...!!!
furthermore,just do what you do best...SHUT UP n study...

2009-09-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

just realise sumthing that really hurt me bad...
coz my fwen which i regard as my bestfwen says that he nids a bestfwen 2 share his probs...
i will be there 4 him bt he just dunt see it...
2 him im like a irritating person
slalu nk masuk campur hal orng..i poke my nose into ppl stuff is bcoz i care
yet he still thinks dat he ha no fwen 2 share his probs wit...WTH fwen!!!

so 2dae ade PE...penat siak
den aftr dat get results n guess wad...
english n social studies fail by 2 marks...WTF!!!
kiwak DAMN STRESS SIOL!!!
wad do i hav 2 do 2 make ppl realise im there 4 them seriously?

so emo all the way in class...
nobody cared or bothered 2 ask...
it seem ppl were too engrossed in comparing n making fun of others results...
so sat there...
listen song thru my HP...teacher pon tk kesah dats the best part,bt all the songs were in shuffle n semuer lagu at dat time plk lagu2 sedih sey..

so yea...dat my story 4 2dae...
EMO CicakMan!!!

BIE THNKS 4 DOING EVERYTHING 4 ME...love u alot lah sey...

2009-08-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

just finished history n POA prelims 2dae...
freaking stress sia...
missed out alot of ques. of POA
i hate POA
POA sucks...
difficult 2 do n understand
so yea glad it is over...fail with dark colours 4 sure

just ended videocall wit her...
even if i cant get 2 mit her,webcam was worth it
she alwaes makes my day n night
i just hope n pray u dunt have 2 go...
n thnks 2 her,her fwens probs r solve via me...hehe
LOVE DOCTOR IN THA' HOUSE!!!
haha
dats wad she said.bt i dunt noe??
haha
n idah hope u keep up tis positive thinking i noe u njoy it...
dunt let the past repeat on u
currently tuning 2 CRY - RIHANNA
sad,sad,sad song

n yea,finally its the end of the week..can relax
2morrow tuition,YES!!! can meet her...
haha
dats all i have 4 2dae...so yea...kak fee do tag me...haha
cheers!!!

EMO CicakMan.........signing off!!!

2009-08-24T13:25:00.000+08:00

boredom sturcks me in the face again...
i wanna say sorry 2 those ppl tat expected me 2 come to skool tode..
wake up late lah sey
so ermm yea...
so wake up late dunt wan 2 get caught go airport...nothing better 2 do...
follow si mulut diek 2
haha
no names mentioned coz nnt gdh besar...haha,joking2 jer!!
so ermm kak filza klau bacer nie post jgn nk kutuk2 k??
haha
n ermm
now currently kt library wit my laptop
n jus downloaded photoshop...i got 2 noe dat if ur comp. or laptop comes in windows vista,u shud get photoshop 4 free...
so i was like WTH??!! i dunt hav it
so gi youtube search 4 free download
bt yea its easy 2 install bt 2 me difficult 2 understand!!
haha
case tk pernah edit2 gmbr nyer...
haha
so maaf bnyk2

da 1:30 tgh boring..dier tk msg
coz ikut kwn gi potong rmbt...
n yar not 4getting tdi kt airport,(not gonna mention names) did a split..
guess wad? he cant do it
i was like..haha n he hurt his knees!!
haha
padan muke kau
nk action depan aku konon...pegidah!!
so yea it was a fun day
bt im jus afraid the secret will leak out...
so hoping n hoping it doesnt...

N yar not 4getting untuk umat2 islam sekalian..SELAMAT BERPUASE!!!
jgn kuar nmpk macdonalds order makan arh!!
haha

dat all 4 2dae...n blog UPDATED!!
signing off..

CICAKMAN finally happy

2009-08-22T14:42:00.000+08:00

bored as per normal
nothing 2 do
bt chat n chat n chat
so yea 4 those non-muslim ppl 2dae is the mark of the fasting month
so if u wan 2 eat pls respect us...
dunt eat in class ppl..especially valerie...noe how 2 bring food 2 class n eat,haha!!

ermm..slept 4 10 minutes den wake up again on9...now chattin wit the one!!
haha
guess lor
________ ___ _____
i like the way she looks the way see smile
she is the only one tat manage 2 bring my heart bck 2 1 piece
so i care 4 her...ok fine i love her!!
she is gonna leave singapore by the end of tis year
hope i can make her happy b4 she goes
hope she doesnt miss MY DAY
n yar..wanna give her a memorable time in singapore b4 she comes bck
in the nxt 5 years

no idea of a perfect farewell party yet...
n i hope it comes quick..
tired,bored n really restless
i dunt noe wad else 2 do
n I MISS HER!!! badly....!!!

well,till i write again see ya

CICAKMAN!!!

2009-08-07T17:48:00.000+08:00

hi...
haha
nothing 2 say really bt yea..
jus came bck from slack-ing
tired
walk here,walk there
nothing better 2 do
so yea...
meet my old fwens at unity primary...
got carnival!!
haha
best!!
bt tired...my fwen lost his ez-link card...poor boi
bt i dunnoe how he wants 2 go skool next week...
met my former prim-6 teacher...
he is still the same...bt more white hair nowadays...haha
went around the skool 4 a while played soccer
n believe it or not the carnival had WII n X-box360...
i was like WTH?? carnival got those kind of games??
haha
bt yea..
meet juniors down there...
n b4 goin home me n fwens had 2 help clear up the canteen bt in return we got free drinks...
it was worth it...

dats all for now..
CICAKMAN IS EMO ALWAYS!!!

2009-07-28T11:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun n funny...
nk gi traning bola...
tgh otw ader mamak nie gdh ngn melayu...
i overheard yg si melayu nie drive lorry dier then horn2..
si mamak nie plk tk puas hati den point middle finger kt si melayu nie...
mcm biaser org melayu selalu psl bnder sikit tk puas ati...
aper lagi??
dier stop lorry dier tgh2 jln
gi kejap mamak 2 den kater "y u not happy arh??!!"
den the mamak dah mcm takut2...
haha
dalam hati mcm nk break up the fight tpi tkt balik2 aku yg kener pukol...haha
so yea dgr dierong gdh2
si mamak branikan diri dier kater.."this place 4 ppl 2 walk2 y u horn2??"
si mly ckp,"where got?? i not horn at u"
si mamak,"no2..u horn at me i noe"
si melayu,"fuck u!! i never horn at u!!" then "puit" ludah kt mamak 2...
ish3!! kesian...haha tpi kekek habiz..
haha..ok2
den dah smpi padang tgh tnggu coach dtg...
member basikal nmpk aku
den dierorng pnggil
den aku tnyer lah maner dierorng nk gi??
den kater nk gi kedai basikal
aper lagi dpt chance cycle...ikut ler!!!
haha

dah abiz traning pecut alik umah..
tgh otw ader lah mat motor nie nk step motor dier bgs...
den aku challenge...
pecut frm traffic light 2 traffic light...
haha
aku menang...
dier terus muke paisey habiz..
haha
dah smpi umah dah opening ceremony...hehe
happy sak..
liverpool menang 5-0 haha
2 bad singapore...
bttr luck next time...or mayb not

well dat all folks...

4EVER EMO CICAKMAN!!!

2009-07-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

so far life is goin well...
jus watched HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE...hehe
the movie was not as bad as some ppl say...
coz there was a little fighting scene
bt the romance was great...2 thumbs up 4 radcliffe
guess wad??
professor snape is the half-blood prince...haha
i was shocked wen i heard it...i couldnt believe it...
thnks 2 ________ ___ _____ (klau pndi guess) 4 the movie...n popcorn n something special
i love u alot
hehe...
well yea...
it was fun...
bt kener paitu ngn member...
kater nk gi peninsula??
abe korng dah kua umah tk kol aku??
apa sak nie mcm kater brader...
phm2 lah dah tentu2 dier dah ajak aku kua...
haizz...
ntah lah eh...

klau blh nari nk kua agik bt 2 bad controlsive parents...
currently tgh dgr lagu jer
nk chat ngn sapa sia??
tkder org on9...

jus a phrase 4 u readers...

dont ever think u r great 2 ppl who r new wen u urself have fallen in to the pit
think urself n others as the same coz if he/she can do it so can u

2009-07-22T17:00:00.000+08:00

nothing much 2 do...otp wit my ttm....hehe
i love her voice
well kat skola i tgh emo abiz...
boring asyik pikirkan the past jer...
haizz
palabuto tol...
i jus wan ppl 2 noe how i feel...
not jus ask wads wrong wit u??
i alwaes get dat
wen i wanna tok 2 ppl the dun wan 2 tok..bt wen i tok 2 them dieorng tknk lyn...
i love n hate apart of my life...
why does being happi alwaes hav 2 end in a sad way??
y wont it jus stop or slow down??
give me a break!!!!!
argh!!!
prelims r coming n i dunt seem 2 bother...
i sleep in class
i guess i fail more better lah sey...
"n"lvls oso coming...
ppl say dah prepare lom??
i say dah...bt padahal2
entahlah eh...
i like duncare bout my life oredi...

so yea 2 the someone...pls help me change my life...i noe u can coz u did it b4...
n u noe i love u alot...n i noe u do 2
bring hope bck into my life!!!

CICAKMAN!!!! emo all day...

2009-07-19T13:11:00.000+08:00

im bored 2 death 2dae...
nobody chattin 2 me except sms-in my fwen dats all...
ARGH!!!
freakin bored...

THINKING OF PEOPLE I CARE OF...
WONDER IF THEY DO CARE $ ME IN RETURN??

haizz...
bored3...
n yar stressed out so many thnigs 2 do so little time 2 solve all this shit...
n yea 2dae got soccer practise...mls sak nk gi...
boring sak...
bt if i dunt go later coach gets angry...haizz
i think better go lah...

well dats all i hav 2 write...

CICAKMAN!!!

2009-07-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

2dae was fun...haha
my fwen confessed dat he onli got 1 strand let me repeat
ONE STRAND of armpit hair...hahaHAHA!!!!
it was freaking hilarious..
me n my fwen laughed thru the lesson until the teacher was mad...
we all giggled still
until i shouted "homo"!!!
haha
everyone started 2 laugh again...
n i called him anoter name
"tauge boy"...bean sprout boy...
haha
we were all laughin
haha
he was totally embarassed
dats wad u get 4 embarassing me...HAHAHA!!!
well dats all...
haha

well actually there is still 1 more thing happened...
my fwen he sat on a chair then other guys sat ontop of him...
until 1 guy jumped 2 get to the top...
n then "snap"...the chair broke...haha
i was like WTH??
haha
we were all laughing until we almost cried...hehe
so yea dats wad happened 2dae..
it was like a funny party..

so yea dats my story 4 now...till i write again...

CICAKMAN!!!

2009-07-14T15:17:00.000+08:00

im so tired n bored...
had PE at 8.45 in the morning...
the teacher told us 2 play a game...
its handball
ok never played it b4 so quite interested
went 2 the field
took 1 of the ball n held it
the ball was small bt quite heavy
so...
everyone selected a partner
got my partner and the teacher told us 2 play passing...
like any other person will do...
i threw the ball n it hit my fwen right in the face...haha
i laughed like a mad dog
everyone did 2...haha
so aftrdat i apologised 2 him...
lucikly he was ok...
so we continued on n had a match...
my team won..haha
the other team had 2 run the field..hehe
after dat our teacher had this stoopid idea..
2 person face the goal post...
while he threw the ball in front of us the 1st person 2 score wins...
well i played with 5 ppl...
i only scored 3 out of 5...
haha
wad a loser!!!
dats me alright...hehe
so yea dat is wad happened at skool...
nothing else 2 say...

bt...

Shawty where you at?,
Shawty where you at?
where you at?,Yea, yea.
It gets lonely in this business, need a homey
Who tha realest.Someone who wants to find out all that I have to give.
Who can bring me what is missin', when I talk she wanna listen.
Sittin' patient steady waitin', for the day when I can face it.
The one that can love me for, who I am and so much more (is it you?).
You ma Bonnie (say that I)
I found the one,I ain't gonna rest till I know for sure,sure.
Baby please believe me when I tell you that, I need a girl (need a girl).
So come on pretty lady won't you holla back, I need a girl(I'm a tell you what I need).
I need a girl that's goin' be my baby, so if you love me say "I'm your baby".
So fine I go "that's my baby", so if you need me say "your my baby".
I'm a good man, who ain't got a lot to ask, just lookin' for somethin' I can build on.
I'm a young man, with a whole lotta cash, just lookin' for a lady I can spend on.
So all the young ladies in every little city, when I come to your town, let me know that you down.
Sittin' patient steady waitin', for the day when I can face it.
The one that can love me for, who I am and so much more (is it you?).
You ma Bonnie (say that I) I found the one,I ain't gonna rest till I know for sure, sure oohhh
Baby please believe me when I tell you that, I need a girl (girl).
So come on pretty lady won't you holla back, I need a girl(I'm a tell you what I need).
I need a girl that's goin' be my baby, so if you love me say "I'm your baby".So fine I go "that's my baby", so if you need me say "your my baby".
You could, be my everything,
Oh you mean so much to me and I don't even know your name.
(But I know that...) that I'm your man (man), and you are my girl (girl)and if I eva meet ya I'm a give ya the world (oh).

tis r the lyrics 2 my first song at my blog n this lyrics mean alot 2 me...

CICAKMAN!!! *chak**chak**chak**
Baby please believe me when I tell you that, I need a girl

it scare the hell out of me

2009-07-13T14:13:00.000+08:00

i didnt go to skool 2dae..
went 2 my fwens house
n i was enjoying myself
from 9 to 12 wen all of a sudden i got this call
i wonder who would call me at 12..??
took my hp from my pocket..
i saw my moms no.
i kept on thinkin y would she called??
could she hav known dat i didnt came skool??
so i didnt answer her calls
aftr about 4 calls she send me a msg...saying
"y didnt u go to skool?? wen u go home explain 2 ur dad" in malay...
i was freaking scared
so i rushed home..
ask my grandmother did the skool call home?
she said yes..
now at home worrying wad will happen next
soo wadever happens ill write again..haha

cicakman!!!

y must u hurt my heart even more??

2009-07-12T16:46:00.001+08:00

just found out the ex i care 4 the most has moved on...
dats great
bt...
she has a new guy
i cant belief it
she said in the first n last??
does dat mean getting a new boifie??
im like...WTH!!??
i still cant get over it
her "new guy" is a burmese...i dont even noe wad a burmese is...
well no offence 2 burmese culture

let me list wad she did :

she left me in pain
greif
heartbroken
lost of love
lost of trust
n she..i still love her i do
bt she s makin me hate her so much

y must she do tis 2 me??
so much 4 wanting my kids...bullshit!!
go n hav fun with ur new guy..bitch...dats a suitable wrd for u...
go n "motek" ngn dier puas2 arh...

emo cicakman...thnks 2 a certain sumone..!!

just created..

2009-07-11T14:56:00.000+08:00

hey ppl how r reading my blog...
i jus created it
so any tips do tegg me aite...
hehe
so yea
chatting as normal ppl do
having a boring saturday
2day actually i had tuition bt it was cancelled
due 2 a student (i think) had h1n1...poor thing..haha
so yea didnt go tuition
haha
free 4 1 day onli...buhuhuhu
next week must go boring...
bt luckily got good friends.
well tagg l8r ppl
see ya

CICAKMAN!!!